IMPORTANT INFO

[darlingdearest]

PLAYER - - -

Name/s: Ursa, TJ
Age: 25
OOC Contact: cloverborn cloverborn ursys#1571

CONTENT WARNINGS - - -
Please ask via comment or PM on any of my OOC contact points, or on this journal, if you see anything that may need to be added!

- Unreality
- Multiverse theory
- Cthulhu mythos/inspired
- Religious/supernatural armageddon
- Transformation/loss of humanity
- Body horror/gore (facial mutilation)
- Non-consensual drug administration
- Gaslighting, manipulation
- Loss of free will/free will as falsehood

CHARACTER - - -

Name/s: Darling, Dearest
Age: Mid to late 20s
Canon: Sucker For Love
Timeline/s: First + Second Date only
Summary: Cosmically reassigned to the names of both "Darling" and "Dearest" intermittently, Darling is a chaste shut-in with a profound obsession with all things eldritch. After many years of fantasy, and an alarming amount of money spent trying to obtain an eldritch spellbook, he finally comes into possession of the genuine article: a pink tome that provides instructions on how to summon the Cthulhu-like deity L'neta. He sets about using it to strike a deal with her: he will fully summon her in return for a single kiss. L'neta is at first baffled and confused by this, but accepts the deal anyway.

As he proceeds through the rituals to sacrifice his reality to L'neta, Darling undergoes a variety of changes, from his hair turning pink to his name retroactively changing to "Darling" to nightmarish transformations of his facial features that, when he tries to shake off the apparent illusion, reveal grisly mutilations in their place.

He ultimately succeeds in fully awakening L'neta (and securing his smooch) and his entire reality, himself included, is sacrificed to her. However, because of how L'neta's effects on reality work, the feelings she has developed for Darling allow him to continue a paradoxical existence, as he will exist "as long as [L'neta] dreams about [him]". This places him in a new reality in a similar scenario, where he again finds L'neta's necronomicon and again has the opportunity to proposition her. He is also, however, approached and manipulated by a rival deity: Estir, the "King In Yellow", who has been masquerading as a human acquaintance for a long time. She gives him her own necronomicon, which contains the script to a play that, when completed, will allow her to fully manifest in the same manner as L'neta did in the previous reality.

Presented with the choice between the two, Darling chooses to pursue both of them at tremendous peril to himself, for the promise of three smooches in total - one from L'neta and two from Estir. This time, while he successfully undertakes the rituals for both deities at the same time, Darling (or "Dearest", as Estir assigns him in her presence) falls for Estir and seals his commitment to her by completing her ritual (though unlike those who have summoned her before him, his behavior is unchanged as he "already belongs to [her]"). He marries her to consummate his servitude, much to Estir's confusion, and his new reality is subsequently destroyed as Estir's ritual is completed and L'neta's is not.

There is a third iteration/chapter to Sucker For Love (and more to come), but for the time being Dearest's canon point is at the end of the second date segment.

PERMISSIONS - - -
If there is anything that is not clear, please reach out and let me know so I can either answer privately or add it here!

IC

HUGGING - Yes
KISSING - Fuck yes
FLIRTING - Yes
ROMANCE - Yes
SEX - Yes
INJURY - Yes
DEATH - Yes
MIND-READING - Yes
MANIPULATION - Yes
Dearest is more or less an 'anything goes' character, but please refer to my kink list below and talk things out with me before initiating smut stuff, tyvm!

OOC

BACKTAGGING - Yes
THREADHOPPING - Yes, prior warning is appreciated but not required!
FOURTHWALLING - Talk with me first please and be aware fourthwalling threads may be more delayed due to brain stuff!
CRAU - Absolutely
OFF-LIMITS - tbd

KINK LIST - - -
If you think of something not covered here please ask!

Favs

- Scratching/biting
- Gore/bloodplay
- Hard vore
- Aftercare
- Cuddling
- Foreplay
- Petplay
- Exo/terato
- Tentacles
- Bondage
- Torture
- Sado/Maso
- Pegging
- Anal
- TF
- Pampering

Yes

- Noncon
- Humiliation
- Multiple partners
- Blindfolds
- Toys
- Tying
- Vanilla sex
- Cockwarming
- Edging/orgasm denial
- Dubcon
- Rough sex
- A/B/O

Maybe

- Oral (giving + receiving)
- Vaginal (giving + receiving)
- Handjobs/fingering

No

- Bathroom kinks
- Food kinks
- Weight kinks